Caroline and Parkinsons

It sucks I was diagnosed in 2013 still not dealing. I still ask why I was doing good the first two years then it started going down hill. my anxiety got worse I was edgy I felt like I was on a roller coaster ride. I can’t plan anything there are times I can’t sleep for two- three days which makes me crappy. I’m tired which causes me to fall. I wear knee pads. I have days where my tremors are nonstop which causes my anxiety to kick in. there are times I feel like I’m can’t live like this. don’t get me wrong I have good days which I do too much. not good. I just don’t know who I am anymore. I’m use to taking care of my self I m at the point to tell my husband for us to get a divorce it’s just to much I don’t want him to see me this way. we’ll that’s enough venting for today